I feel despondent and very tired. I blame my personality, why am I such an introvert at times? Why can't I make good friends and share my sorrows with them. Why is my life becoming so mundane and uninteresting. I've got to look at the brighter side I guess. I am never optimistic when goods things happen but always pessimistic when bad things happen. I need some change to my life and some effort on my part to achieve it. I must stop this pessimism from infesting my life. I must learn self-motivation and the ability to look beyond failures and tough times. That way, I will succeed in the future. I must dispel all fear and seek every possible motivation along the way that can propel me closer to happiness and free from pessimism.
p.s. This day I felt helpless and also the importance to look ahead and never regret. I will choose REP on this date.
